After Chris' death, I prayed that the Lord would graciously
redeem all that pain—that He would not only turn ashes into beauty in my life
and in Erika's, but that He would provide me with opportunities to comfort
others with the comfort I have received.
I couldn't imagine how that might look. But I knew that my heart was
more tender to human suffering than it had been before. And I understood
greater depths of the comforts of my loving God—the special nearness of the
Father to His aching children.
Last week, Scotty and I returned from a life-changing trip.
I believe God answered my prayers. He told me what He has for me—how He plans
to redeem the past pain. We spent two weeks traveling throughout Lebanon. My
dear husband has lived and served in the Middle East for over 20 years, but now
we needed to find out what God might have for us together. How might He use us both?
Almost immediately upon our arrival, I fell in love with the
people. There is a warmth and affection in communication and hospitality that
is very unlike American culture. Community is prized far above individuality.
But I also saw how this honor-based society often gives way to pride and hate
and abuse and murder. And myriads of devastated human beings are left in the wake.
Hatred is everywhere. And hopelessness nearly chokes them.
They are oppressed at every turn. Hunted down or caught in the cross-fire of
hatred directed at another. Or they boil inside with their own hate—and they
strike. Fear and anger permeates the society and the soul.
Compassion! Where is compassion? Who will show them the love
of Jesus? Who will tell them of the hope that transcends this awful world? Who
will weep with them when their fellow-refugee neighbor refuses to share water and their slumlord shamelessly exploits their vulnerability and need?
Who will sit beside the woman who has been raped and drugged and punched by the
man who shares her bed—and she finds no one in her society who takes up her
case for her?
There is a stirring in our hearts to be the hope-bringers. Pray with us! The task seems full of
impossibilities, but we feel confident in the Lord's call. And "He who
calls you is faithful; He will surely do it." (I Thes. 5:24)
We read this while in the city of Byblos, Lebanon (from
Streams in the Desert, June 23):
"So he said, 'Come.' Peter got out of the boat, walked on the
water, and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the strong wind he became afraid.
And starting to sink, he cried out, 'Lord, save me!' " (Matt 14:29-30)
Peter had a little faith in the midst of his doubts, says
Bunyan; and so with crying and coming he was brought to Christ.
But here you see that sight was a hindrance; the waves were
none of his business when once he had set out; all Peter had any concern with,
was the pathway of light that came gleaming across the darkness from where
Christ stood. If it was tenfold Egypt beyond that, Peter had no call to look
and see.
When the Lord shall call to you over the waters, “Come,”
step gladly forth. Look not for a moment away from Him.
Not by measuring the waves can you prevail; not by gauging
the wind will you grow strong; to scan the danger may be to fall before it; to
pause at the difficulties, is to have them break above your head. Lift up your
eyes unto the hills, and go forward—there is no other way.
Dost thou
fear to launch away?
Faith lets
go to swim!
Never will
He let thee go;
’Tis by
trusting thou shalt know
Fellowship
with Him.
We pray for faith to look not at the waves but at Christ.
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